Loan..... And the worst period of my life

This is suck. Its the most unlucky time ever. I missed the date for pin number for PTPTN loan. Oh wait, before that, I dont even know when is the last day to buy the pin number. 19th July!! Shit.. What's more, MARA also got frozen. Is it because of the economy? WTH, so what am I supposed to do now? Using 100% own money? No no no no. I'm not that rich. So sad. My brain has stop working now. I don't know what to do. Hope that MARA will fix the problem soon. My last hope is there T.T FAIL.